We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

ChemicalZ

by Jacob Earl

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
ChemicalZ 02:15
Tossed it all aside Just not the right fit For a slow ride You can get real lit The fashion of the day Is to stay inside Keep your thoughts gay And learn to hide I tried a few chemicals To blot out the brain I gave up a testicle To stop future pain I turned on the inside I turned off the out To take a thin ride On the roundabout Flexed big muscles For a little gain Avoided the tussles By staying off the train Making big mumbles Talking in my sleep Baking apple crumbles Counting chemical sheep Put me on the trazodone Drink me up the tea Staring at my phone Til I got to pee I'm still no gender But you can still call me mister Or miss or missus and/or Stereo mixer I tried a few chemicals To blot out the brain I gave up a testicle To stop future pain I turned on the inside I turned off the out To take a thin ride On the roundabout Tossed it all aside For a flash in the pan The ebbing tide Put you back on land The come down Always brings a clarity Sticking around Is more of a rarity
2.
Exposed Icon 03:15
If you want everyone to love you You want to be seen Everything you govern Hides a secret being If you want someone to hate you Or covet your routine Every slip you cover Becomes more obscene There's a certain taste to lies It lingers on the tongue I can't quite figure why In all the songs I sung There's a little price to pay It weighs upon the mind It grows bigger every day That you can't leave it behind When you open up When you take it in You can't get close enough You can't feel the sin But it's always there my love Right beside you love It's never ever enough But holds you like a kin If you want to feel the friction (Friction) Rub against your skin You pray the benediction For the battles you can't win When the war is finally over With diminishing returns You'll become a lover Cuz you can always learn There's a certain je ne sais quoi That hangs in the air When you obsess over every flaw But pretend to not care There's a little price you pay It weighs upon the soul It grows darker every day That you can't let it go When you open up When you take it in You can't get close enough You can't feel the sin But it's always there my love Right beside you love It's never ever enough But holds you like a kin
3.
It's a bad joke It's a bad joke It's a bad joke It's a bad joke It's a bad joke You got no degree to show for it For so many years Course load after course load You spent so much time arguing (Arguing arguing arguing) Arguing just to argue It didn't mean half as much To them as to you You want a higher education Get some hands on training Every book you read Just leaves you wanting Now it seems too late Just running on autopilot If you could pull a Uey And correct it It's good luck A bad joke scholarship A full ride to nowhere Aboard a sinking ship Endless oceans You never learned to swim Shallow waters Always made for easy wins You toiled and tried But maybe not hard enough It left you empty It left you rough It's good luck A bad joke scholarship Just a paper With a fancy script It's good luck A bad joke scholarship A full ride to nowhere Aboard a sinking ship
4.
Sad Sonnet 03:48
Under the pale moon sky tonight Fireflies dance upon the cool breeze Crickets chirping in the damp leaves No matter how sad I could shine so bright Bracing for the worst but giving it all Confessing your crimes 17 times Your pride, your pride was the biggest crime This was always your downfall Caught in a sad sonnet Caught up on it You cried you cried Crosses and callouses Crosses and callouses too kind Too kind Tell me again About the neverending ocean Yelled at the moon About the ever bleeding sky Scars on a hand, stars in motion Fell too soon to properly die Caught in a sad sonnet Caught up on it You cried you cried Crosses and callouses Crosses and callouses too kind You cried you cried Crosses and callouses Crosses and callouses too kind
5.
Five WisheZ 03:02
In the fountain You found a magic penny Every time you flipped tailz A dream came true You wished for peace You wished for more wishez You proved the hands Won't work you through Sign says buyer beware Big dreams become nightmares In the woods We touched the lichen Five wishez for wild life All over the newz Sign says buyer beware Big dreams become nightmares The beauty of Groundhog Day is the truth Every day repeats The same ol' bluez Sign says buyer beware Big dreams become nightmares
6.
DigitZ 01:39
Looking down the rain falling Calmly sitting on my knee I've had feelings of longing Ever since you talked to me Can't shake the dreaded dryness Cracking on the finger skin When the winter brings a shyness Slumbering within Let me pick your favourite melody Let me be your favourite song You can count a beat to help me It won't last very long I've got digits on my mind Ones and zeroes, fractions of Everything I left behind When the numbers weren't good enough Let me pick your favourite melody Let me be your favourite song You can count a beat to help me It won't last very long It won't last very long Staring down a dying star Gone before you were even here The last to leave the dive bar The first to come out queer Let me pick your favourite melody Let me be your favourite song You can count a beat to help me It won't last very long It won't last very long
7.
Oh my precious fool Have you given enough Did the drugs make you cool Did you do all the stuff The Rubbermaid has letters And playbills and stubs Left from our betters With the shoulders we rubbed You didn't want fandom You didn't want fame You didn't want anything random To come your way Release a CD Like it isn't 2023 Foolish enough To do a physical run Oh my precious fool Counting on the past To take you to school To teach you some class You eat an idea Like it's 1985 And you can somehow see That I'm not really alive Release a CD Like it isn't 2023 Foolish enough To do a physical run Oh my precious fool Holding your breath Floating in the pool Awaiting death

about

We're all broken down to molecules and void.

credits

released December 29, 2023

Produced, written, recorded, and performed by Jacob Earl.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Jacob Earl Mississippi Mills, Ontario

No Gender. Queer Songs.

contact / help

Contact Jacob Earl

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Report this album or account

If you like Jacob Earl, you may also like: