1. |
Nightz Alone
05:34
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Full moon
Drums and a balloon
Nights alone in my room
Gone too soon
When the insomnia hits
And I'm alone it's the pits
It's a railroad on my brain
That'll never wane
Keeping me awake all night
In hate and fright
I hate being alone
I mean I fucking hate being alone
I hate being alone
I hate fucking being alone
These endless nights alone
When nobody's home
I hate being alone
I fucking hate being alone
I hate being alone
I hate being alone
I'm joined by my inner voice
Nights alone, no choice
The worst monologue
My mind in a fog
Take drugs and dull the chatter
Nights alone don't matter
I think of you coming home
I fucking hate being alone
I hate being alone
I fucking hate being alone
I hate being alone
I fucking hate being alone
I hate being alone
I fucking hate being alone
So fucking alone
So fucking alone
I hate being alone
I mean I fucking hate being alone
I hate being alone
I hate fucking being alone
These endless nights alone
When nobody's home
I hate being alone
I fucking hate being alone
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2. |
Huggz
03:49
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Hug me now
Hug me later
Don't ever let me go
Hold me close in your arms
Don't let me come to harms
Hold me close dear
Hold me close in your arms
Don't let me come to harms
Hold me close right here
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3. |
Kissez
06:11
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Oh I can feel it under your skin
C'mon baby just let me in
This is a slow jam not a sin
C'mon baby just let me in
Oh I can feel it under your skin
C'mon baby just let me in
This is a slow jam not a sin
C'mon baby just let me in
Oh I can feel it under your skin
C'mon baby just let me in
This is a slow jam not a sin
C'mon baby just let me in
Oh I can feel it under your skin
C'mon baby just let me in
This is a slow jam not a sin
C'mon baby just let me in
Powder keg and heat
You were too full to eat
Bursting at the seams
With kisses in your dreams
Exes and ohs, exes and ohs
A little peck on the nose
A nibble on the ear
Shivers on the pier
Stole a little glance
You ransacked this place for answers
They were always right here
You just couldn't face them, my dear
Tongue's all tied in knots
You're caught up in your thoughts
You couldn't face the truth
Though you already knew
Twenty times a coward
Twenty years in a tower
Built of brittle lies
It's criminal you didn't kiss me goodbye
A subtle neck, a warm breath
What the heck, a normal death
Clenched teeth, speak yr piece
You're a hypocritical beast
Traces down your back
Tells you what I lack
How you feel tonight
When I hold you oh so tight
Shiver from the heat
You thought my heart was neat
It didn't have the lofty goals
Of needing another heart to hold
Of needing another heart to hold
Kisses, kisses, a billion kisses
Dollars to donuts you're gonna miss it
It's just lips, it's just a touch
I didn't give it meaning, why did it mean so much?
Portmanteau you're a kissalo
Poor man's choice of a clown and ready to go
You changed all your make-up and hair
But I'd know that face anywhere
Kissez
Kissez
Kissez
Kissez
Kissez
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4. |
Heavy Petting
02:55
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Heavy petting
On the fourth of July
Behind the bleachers
Like a trope and a lie
Hidden
In plain sight
Friday night
Friday lights
Kissing and necking
make the old car hot
Fogged up windows
in the parking lot
Heavy petting
I'm falling apart
This life is art
I'm falling apart
I got urges
Hard to resist
I'm a ball of curse words
Cuss for bliss
Laments and dirges
Get me pissed
Frustration surges
Up from the pit
Heavy petting
I'm falling apart
This life is art
I'm falling apart
Cup n saucer; fuck you, Chaucer
I got handouts for your daughter
Everything you didn't want her Taught just to keep you smarter
I told her anyway; the shock turned her gay
Now she's happier you're outta the way
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5. |
Tornado
03:38
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Waves ashore portamento
Passing in the night memento
Mori everything is hunky
Dory sunken off the coast
Crisp anthem, red chrysanthemum
Growing roots with love, abandon
All the children; childhood's end
Here's to death; raise a toast
Does a poorly constructed metaphor
Tug at your heartstrings like a chord
Change will only be minor
Relative to the roots you grow
Caught up in the eye of the storm
The castle will keep our bodies warm
You may feel miles high
But it's always followed by a low
Weather don't care
If you're supposed to be there
Don't worry about it
Tornado
Drive the car, tornado chaser
Wildest dreams fade faster
Than the quiet ones you hasten
Beaten down with no regard
For the safety of others
Storms a warning to lovers
Quarrel about who discovers
Who thought this would be so hard
Does a poorly hastened decision
Make you tense with love revision
Change will only be loss
If you choose to never grow
Caught up in the eye of the storm
The faith always follows form
You may feel the need to pray
But it's always for something you already know
Weather don't care
If you're supposed to be there
Don't worry about it
Tornado
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6. |
Death And Decay
03:31
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You were just gone
Nothing to say
Death and decay
Death and decay
You simply vanished
Gone away
Death and decay
Death and decay
I still get up
I still promise
Another day
Funny how that works
I'm keeping honest
I just stay
I just stay
It's just inertia
A pendulum swing
The other way
The other way
You stepped aside
That gulf was so wide
Death and decay
Death and decay
You were just gone
A chasm in my head
It made music before
Now you're dead
Now it's silent
Since you left
An empty corridor
Cuz you're dead
You were just gone
Nothing to say
Death and decay
Death and decay
You simply vanished
Gone away
Death and decay
Death and decay
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7. |
Resurrected
02:54
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90 BPM in A Major
Verse
A - A - D - E
Chorus
C - C - G - G
C - C - G - E
Brought back to life
A whole new chance
Fuck it up like last time
The last dance
I should have said hello
In the dark gym
I was a shy little fellow
The lights were dim
Oh my stars I'm old now
No regrets allowed
I enjoy the cold now
I hate the sweat on my brow
There's a piece of me still there
A wallflower nerd
Poorly dyed hair
Screaming to be heard
Turn back the clocks
If happiness is just a pox
Turn back the clocks
If happiness is just a pox
First time resurrected
Make the most
I won't regret it
I won't boast
I still don't believe it
I have work to do
If there was time to leave it
I'd still do it too
I'm a precious metal
You haven't mined yet
You deserve a medal
But we get what we get
You're a lavender petal
I haven't inhaled yet
Resurrected tea kettle
But we get what we get
Turn back the clocks
If happiness is just a pox
Turn back the clocks
If happiness is just a pox
Nah
Nah nah
Nah
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8. |
Ace
03:52
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I like to be touched
I run my fingers skin to skin
It's a feeling not unlike such
As when I'm looking in
I hold my comfort like a charm
I cradle it like a child
I can still feel the harm
But it's tolerable and mild
I've got so many feelings
Like I'll burst into space
I can't ever heal
I'm fine, I'm ace
I've got so many feelings
Like I'll burst into space
I can't ever heal
I'm fine, I'm ace
A love is like the woods
So much life underneath
The growth is always good
But the roots you always leave
Treacherous emotions
Always give me away
Throw your moods in the ocean
You won't be needing them today
I've got so many feelings
Like I'll burst into space
I can't ever heal
I'm fine, I'm ace
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9. |
Aro
05:43
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Arrows fly straight
And also gay
Yr aim is fate
You like it that way
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10. |
Pleasure Revisited
02:58
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It comes on no warning
Just floating in the back
A restless little stowaway
I hadn't expected that
I trained myself
Not to care
And I got what I asked for there
I traded joy
It was fair
I got what I was asking for there
I go so long without it
It's like, it's like a fix
I want to escape it
I want to quit
Or do I really?
It's a mix
Because I can't
Let the pleasure win
I trained myself
Not to care
And I got what I asked for there
I traded joy
It was fair
I got what I was asking for there
Consequences; counterpoints
You led with your nose out of joint
I tried to be platonic
You could say I wrote the rules on it
I trained myself
Not to care
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