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YAWN

by Jacob Earl

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1.
Lipids 01:45
Oh I'm training To die on my feet I got a mouthful of cancer Cuz you are what you eat Oh I'm dying Like we do every week Til we get what we seek Little by little We get what we seek
2.
Aspirate 04:24
Suck it in Suck it in Please hammer don't hurt 'em It's not a sin To pause for thought Applause for substance Use is positive In the throbbing club dance Breathe Breathe Aspirate Every ass you love and hate It's not polite To show your hand Before I present The opening band Find me Wasting away again Fuck Margaritaville I'll be festering Suck it up Buttercup Didn't you know I had enough It's not polite To show up the headliner It's right To always be kinder Find me Wasting away again Fuck Margaritaville I'll be festering Breathe Breathe Aspirate We won't make it out at this rate Well at least we had a good time We can say At least we fucked Everything away Find me Wasting away again Fuck Margaritaville I'll be festering Suck it in Suck it in Please hammer don't hurt 'em It's not a sin
3.
Yawn 02:30
All good things die one day All good things fade I couldn't keep you in my life anyway You were just below grade All good things come to an end You can't keep fishing for a line in the sand All good things end You put it on the table and you raise your hand You always wanted nothing You already wish for the end You always wanted nothing That's what I can give You asked why not Because there's always a second chance We didn't come all this way, fucker Not to even steal a glance You want to feel my touch There's always a second chance We relied on happenstance But I love you too much Much too much You always wanted nothing You already wish for the end You always wanted nothing That's what I can give
4.
Gorier and gorier Gorier and gorier Don't you love it When I get gorier and gorier You can't say I was absent Nah Can't say I wasn't there I remember everything that happened The terror You awoke the horror Unleashed a beast Set free the dogs of war And then just deceased Please come back You're everything I lack Don't you love it When I get gorier and gorier I'm a fan of letting go Unh I'm a lover of hugs I can't say no But I'm hurting so much Please come back You're everything I lack I could hold your weight Like Atlas on my back You had no hate Just that uncanny knack Please come back You're everything I lack
5.
Hiking Boots 03:25
With honours Graduated with honours My feet are so sore I need new hiking boots In the woods outdoors I feel the aching in my foot I feel the damp In the morning light Like a growing lamp In my front room at night Make my soul sore I can't take it anymore My feet are so tired I need new hiking shoes Something inspired Something waterproof I feel the cold Like a gentle nip When you are tired and old And ready to slip I bought a new pair A hundred bucks The price was fair The fit like a glove My feet are going, keep going Stepping to the dirt Nothing that they're owing Keeping me alert It's an apocalypse On my legs Aww, the feeling of A long forgotten dregs I dreamed Of a better place Where the paths Were wide and spacious Make my soul sore I can't take it anymore My soul Is a brick of cheese It's carved for The comedian's sleaze The miles I hiked To get this high The holes in my soul Don't forget why
6.
Double 02:49
Fifteen years ago I made a decision Like any other before There was no wishing Just a conscious effort To be a good man Only one of those I carried forward I do what I can Well it's not good enough And it never was Just a lot of fluff And no reason, just because The trail ran cold When you severed all ties With friends new and old Who had told little lies Who knows if you get to lead a double life Who knows if you get to lead a double life I'm a peacock With my plumes gone grey A flightless bird walking Past my heyday A kind word that hits you Right in the gut When everything you knew Is flipped downside up Who knows if you get to lead a double life Who knows if you get to lead a double life Shocking I know That I forgot all the reasons You finally let go Of the memories that displeased you And if you threw out The baby with the dirty water Maybe you knew about The hurting for longer
7.
Sit beside a god It shakes the whole room Feel shudders in the body Feel thunder in the gloom Hit soprano notes The gods don't hear a thing No god reads what I wrote Or listens to me sing The bird was sitting in my lap The lake was calm, so calm It was a fitting trap I held the bird in my palm Sit beside a god The nerd's a racist fuck Not every god is blessing, nah Some of them just fucking suck Hit the high notes Feel it in your head Feel it in your throat God is dead

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An exploration of dark nothingness

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released September 1, 2023

Produced, written, recorded, and performed by Jacob Earl.

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Jacob Earl Mississippi Mills, Ontario

No Gender. Queer Songs.

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