Originally composed in 1998/1999. Stuck in the middle of it all.
lyrics
The music is telling me
Something I already know
These highs are haunting me
As much as any lows
Breaking the pattern
Is living without this dream
Breaking it off with you
I'm somewhere in-between
I meant what I said
I didn't like the way I was treated
Despite that you said I won
I felt somehow defeated
And now I don't regret
That this is faded in the past
I never held a false hope
Any of this would last
And now I don't remember
What was truth and what was lies
These doubts are killing me
As much as any highs
Breaking the illusion
Is living without extremes
Breaking the ice with you
I'm somewhere in-between
I meant what I said
I didn't like the way I was treated
Despite that you said I won
I felt somehow cheated
And now I don't regret
That this is faded in the past
I never held a false hope
Any of this would last
And I'm the guy you love
The one you always dream about
and baby I'm the only one
You know you can't live without
Breaking the ties with you
Is driving me away
Breaking me up inside
I'm somewhere lost in pain
I meant what I said
I didn't like the way I was treated
Despite that you said I won
I felt somehow defeated
And now I don't regret
That this is faded in the past
I never held a false hope
Any of this would last
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